My hUsband and i are expecting Our fIRst cHild, a little in march of this Year. BEAUTIFULLY written. Been following you for months, love your Style, personalIty and your ideas. The loneliness can be overwhelming. She is Struggling! I also had just become a new mom. Beautifully said! You are truly an angel. I too have chose to be strong and i appreciate hearing your personal journey and how you navigate those waVes. Wow . You are a light in this world leading by example and showing others how to find their inner light and then shine it OITWARD too. So dont feel like a burden , or that you wil bring people doWn ,,,, talk about how your feeling . The blogger and designer made the announcement on August 4th, 2021. This was incredible. Its as though those memories can never be taken from us and they are so near and dear to our heartS. Thanks so much for your raw emotions and lettiNg me know im not the only one going through the rough times. Im already feeling this as if im GRIEVING for my mother as she will soon lose to cancer. Thank you for sharing your story. Again, this looks different for everyone. Im so very Sorry for your loss. I lost my mOm this last august. -STROKE]] Thank u for sharing. Beautiful! I cannot bring myself to read the rest but will do so soon. Thank you for reminding me that im human & that i got this! Much love & respecT, Brenda H. Thank You 1,000 times. She is a gift every day and the best reminder of him. My daddy wOuld want me to keep going, keep living for my hubs and 4 boys. between $1 Million $5 Million. However, it's still unknown what she makes in terms of pay and other benefits from her internet job. May both of your Angels shine forever! Right now i sm going through a wave of emotions. Thank you for your honestY aNd SharIng your Story. Find purpose In your pain and let it drive you to be impactful in some Way. She is now ranting on IG that covid vaccines have upset womens' menstrual cycles. But this just made me feel connected in a Weird way. SoSometimes we look at other people on social media and we see all their beauties and their material objects but dont realize that thEy are human And have struggled in some form or fashion. But I know she is not suffering and she's up there with my brother and her dad. I know i am going to lose my dad this year. The "Bow" alludes to the second half of the rainbow, which she describes as how her father appeared in her life and now he is gone. She too was a fOrce of natuRe, She unaPologetically carved a deep impression in this hard rock Called earth, and She too loved her family to the coreand we felt it. Thank you for Confirming thats its ok to do whatever feels right. I still struggle often With the loss of my grandpa 5 years ago, and A brEak up Of a 9 year relationship. In addition, we wish her the best of luck in her future endeavors. You really hit the nail on the head about grieF, feeling lonEly, how each Day can dIFfer. Omg i lost my dad Nov 22 . Over this past weekend, I made the decision to end my engagement and relationship. im so very sorry for your losses. -DIABETES] I knew he was in heaven and that washed constant waves of warmth over the sometimes numbing feeling of loss. I feel As though I get what i need without even knowing i need it and boy did i need this today! You have such a beautiful perspective on life and i have been waNting to heAr Your take on life and grief. I'm trying to let people in, show them more of my feelings. Its crazy because i have been wanting to do the same and have put it off. Thank you for sharing this with us. I still struggle daily with his lose. Susai, according to her Facebook profile, studied at Monroe College and Lindenwood University Rugby. She Was my best friend! THANK YOU FOR BEING COMPLETELY YOU, AND THE WAY gOD IS GOING TO USE THOSE WORDS ABOVE TO MEND SO MANY BROKEN, CONFUSED HEARTS IS INCREDIBLE. So honEst and real. She was 98 1/2 and a lot Of people say how Blessed i am to have her thAt long. My uncle suddenly passed away 5 years ago after suffering a heart attack at home with my cousin. -HYPERTENSION]] This is spot on. Maybe you even see a beautiful dolphin swim by and you take a ride. Long time Follower, Don't forget to specify who you're talking about (add their IG name or their last name to make it easier for others to find them), not everyone knows who all the influencers are. It is really hard. And letting someone else be my person. This mOnth makrs for years since i lost my mom to cancer. I Truly think this was written for me to read tonighT. My mother is sick and that time can come at any poinT. God bless and Much love to your family and healing for you and your husband. Thank you for bAring your heart . All of this is still conjecture, but it was stimulated by a recent episode of Shields Badass Basic Bitch podcast. Nevertheless, she has a flawless record and has never been involved in any issue. Courtney, The best parts of our passed loved ones live on in those who they left behind. I miss him everyday but I like talking about him and seeing photos or videos and sweet reminders of how lucky I was to have him for the years that I did. But You aRe so right about Going through such a huge loss really makes you fill your time with things that bring you joy. This is such a BEAUTIFUL and accurate passage about grief. My mom passed away fRom cancer in June 2018. Wow amazing. I know goD will wrap his arms Around Us, but how do you Cope with not seeing him, talking to him, just being a part of our life. Courtney's recent podcast added fuel to the fire. Thank you for sharing your story. By rejecting non-essential cookies, Reddit may still use certain cookies to ensure the proper functionality of our platform. Thank you for putting human eMOTION into such eloquent words. WiThout feEling any pain. This stirred a lot of those memories and all the feelings of grief. Opens my eyes that its going to be ok. . I feel like im lost, my one safe place is gone. My daUghter was just four months old. Such an encouraging and Emotionally raw post. I am ComfoRted to know this post is here should i ever need to refer back to it. Death is something none of us can avOid even when we Would do anythIng for our loved ones to Remain here on earth with us. Fans of podcast hosts and influencers Courtney Shields and Emily Herren noticed unusual social media activity between the supposed friends. They revealed that they had found out from an anonymous source, that it might have something to do with another social media influencer and podcaster named Jessi . Emily has collaborated on brands such as Forever 21, Banana, and Bloomingdales. How couLd this be real? I just wanted to say you are a truly beauTiful person from the inside out. BEAUTIFULLY said. Shields makes music as well. It was 11 years sgo and i still have mome that hit me out if the blue. This made me cry and it Felt so close to home for me. Rip your heart out and throw it down the kitchen sink disposal kind of brutal. Celebrities. Through Every good day and bad, I look at that quote in my arm and knOw he Is with me. My dad and husband within a week of each other. Cancer took my mom and i know the feeling of a mack truck mowing you down where you stand. Thank-you! I spent the next week in a fog. Your description of grIef being like a storm is dead on. It really is a jouRney and every day has its ups and downs. Most days there are fond memories ANd thru that my teens "know" their papa. . The blogger and designer made the announcement on August 4th, 2021. And spending every moment he can trying to reach us..heal us. This was so beautifully written. And hence, unfollowed Shields on social media. My cousin barely talks Or gets together with me. They are always with us Thank you so much for sharing. Its been teo years since my dad passed, and i still wish every day he was here to watch my kids grow up, and teach them about life. Fast forward 5 years i started taking care of my dad i loved each day i was with him. I lost my parents (married 50yrs) 9 days apart. Holidays were terrible although we put on happy faces for tHe giRls (who are doing very well actually, now). I lost my dad when i was 16 and now having the experience and perspective of my own Journey wIth grief, i dont think ive ever heard a more accurate and beautiful description of what its like. <3. Emily Sisson United States 7 May 2022 USATF Half Marathon Championships: Indianapolis, United States 1:06:57 a: Kara Goucher United States 30 September 2007 Newcastle-South Shields, United Kingdom 25000 m: 1:37:07 Caity Ashley United States 1 April 2021 Sir Walter Twilight Raleigh, United States 25 km (road) 1:21:57+ Deena Kastor I lost my father last April. Continue Reading . To be 100% real with you guys, I havent really processed the loss of Bryson yet. Thank you so much for your transparency. I completely feel this, thank you for sharing your experience. I no longer have time for that. What happened to Courtney Shields and Emily Herren? Courtney - first, I am so sorry for the loss of your father and your brother in law. And i am and will forever be a completely different person. Your incredible strength in the midst of enormous grief is so admirable. Fashion. Najnowsze; Najpopularniejsze; Zaskocz mnie; Obserwowane MAG azyn; Moda damska Emily Herren's estimated net worth as of December 2022 is $1 million. Has been extremely hard on us all as a faMily! Open your eyes and love. Writer Glennon Doyle (whom I absolutely love and highly recommend if you don't already know her) says that we shouldn't ever try to take someone's grief away or try super hard to make it "better" for them because our grief is proof that we Have loved. I'm 75% Lebanese, 25% English, Irish and Scottish. Thank you! You depicted what i went through very well. SiMply beautiful. God Has a plan for all of us. Thank you for this. . Tears fell down my face as i read this and at the last moment propelled me to do just what you said. You are right everyone does it there on way. The part About how kins will know yiur dad because part of him lives through you hit me hard. Youll Never fully Get over the loss, but life will go on. I left my senior year of high-school because I was made fun of and no one to sit at lunch with. Because we were raised by beautiful, amazing, strong and wonderful people. More prominently, they noticed that Emily Herren unfollowed Shields on social media. Bless yoU a thank you! And sorry for giving my life stOry here but there were so many parallels betweEn our stories i just wanted to share. It literally crushed me and my whole family. Ive walked through it, Ive lived with it, and today Im finally ready to share my story. She was so much fun i am grateful i Had her for my mom I loved her so much. I was amazed because this was another example Of how my Dad Shared his blEssings with oThers. It is so hard and i miss him every minute of everyday. This is orob one of the best things ive read about grief. Sending love and LIght From my family to your sweet one. Nobody can prepare you for it. I lost my mom suddeNly of a heart attack 3yrs ago & my mother-in-law of breast cancer 4yrs ago. Much love. We will update this data if we get the localization and images of his house. My heart is hurting a lot right now but in my mind I know that this is the right call.. She had a kid, and was dating some basketball player? I even tried to take my own life. I live my new normal and talk about him to anyone that will listen. It helps, but it has been a journey for sure. To the several thousand people who like and/or comment YESSSS //OMG LOVE THIS ITs MY LIFE on these vapid ass influencers reels: Why are you the way you are???? Maybe grief has looked different for you, and thats ok. Were all human. Ishaan is the co-founder and CEO of Wave TV, a sports focused media company. -LOWER RESPIRATORY INFECTION]] I have had A lot of loss in my life and this explains just about ever that I have experienced in every situation, but you are so correct, grief is diffeRent for everyone. Im almost OVERWHELMED with hOw many people That cOmmented can relate. But holding on and knowing you are not alone is so important! Its trUly touching and resonates witH me in so mAny ways. -WHOOPING COUGH]] Reading your bLog post gives me hope & strength, KnowIng that this grief will eventually get better with time. Thank you for reminding me to keep going, for me, my family and because my daddy would want me too, This is amazing! It was very gard on my child. -IMPOTENCE]] Thanks for sharing Courtney, youre inspiring. Currently, we are searching for details on her senior_high_school educate and will soon update this article. People who have never lost someone so cLose to He was the type of person that filled a room the minute he walked in. I have three kids and they are absolutely a huge part of what kept me going. It never waivered, judged or lessened. I just read your post about grief.thank you so much! In Katy, Texas, USA, Emily Herren was born on June 29, 1994. Or you can fight and live and even thrive. And your description of loss is exactly how i have felt and continue to Feel. Needed this today. He was was 27 yrs old. Continued prayers for you and your family. We share stories with our kids and hang lots of pictures to keep his memory alive. (Also sorry for the caps, too tired to figure out why its doing that), I cAn so feel your paIn. Looking for Emilia Courtney online? When 2020 came i needed a new outlook, needed a new Way to view myself, my life. . Gin. Love this and your realness! I just lost my dad on July 2nd. Thank you for sharing . I ballEd like a baby reading but i could relate 1000x!! You will besides follow her as @emilyaherren on her Twitter handle. Beautifully and lovingly written! (1) Curt R. Bartol (1 . I lost my sweet daddy in 2011 and you've put into words what I have been feeling for so long and could not quiet express it through talking. My husband and i lost his youngest brother and both ouR dads in a thirty day period this past year. These aRe things we doNT wish on others but I know have made me a more understandinG and compassionate person who can help oThers now that i have been through it. Thank you gor sharing tour story. What a beautiful testament of what you have gone through and hope others learn from. How to get tickets to Dreamville 2023: Presale and prices explored, {{#media.media_details}} {{#media.focal_point}}. It is difficult to imagine any of us facing this devastation again-but it's a guarantee that we absolutely will. All of my friends still have both of their parents and this post just really comforted & helped me - Reading Your story and knowing someone My age has survived this and is going through it. I lost my Boyfriend of 10+ years SUDDENLY this past July. Your analogy about TRUDGING rough waters is spot on with tHe journey of grief. I am so much like him it is scary. No doubt, your dad is so proud of you!!! That's so important to remember. I want to Start by Saying i am so sorry for the loss of your dad. In a March episode, Podcast Hosts,Swiping Up, talked about a potential feud between Emily Herren and Courtney Shields. , Oh myyyy.how do i even begin to express in words what this means to me? So beautifUl!!! Thank you for being vulnerable & sharing a piece of your heart. The picture you painted With the swimming anD the sand is absolutely perfect. GEtting through our own fog, you helped us Realize that its okay to have a shit ton of emOtions and get riD of the negativity surrounding us without feeling guilty. This is so poignant and REAL! Life is short. I lost my son In January this year and it has been the hardest thing I have ever gone through. I was so lucky to have my parents and wouldnt change that for the world. I am so sorry to Read about Alex and your loss. Thank you for sharing your jouney and your gift. I wish you all the success in which you are so deserving of. It's a shitty club to be in but nice to know there are others out there who know how you feel. I COULDN'T agree More with your words. This GAVE Me chills, thank you for this. IRonically ihave been following you For a while i randomly ran across you! You nailed it. Primary Menu. Mom and grandma :), We lost my husbands father and graNdfather on the same day and i was due to have our first baby anyTime. There Is sand in lots of places, my hair is sorta consistently weT, and i have two teenagers Im treAding water with At times. emily herren courtney shields. I have came closer to god by other peoples greif! It led to Emily Herren unfollowing Shields on Instagram. She has iniquity shading hair's-breadth and brown_university eyes. Thank you for sharing. i lost my brother 5 years ago, my dad last year and my boyfriend's dad is currently dying of cancer. I feel like i cant really ever talk to my cousin about how i feel because in some way i feel selfish for Feeling pain because that is her mom. Fans and followers of the two, Shields and Herren, recently noted that the latter had unfollowed the former on the social media site Instagram. to be honest, i've tried to explain to people how i've felt during times like this, and never truly could put it into words -- but you did. I lost my dad a little over a month ago and its been the hardest thing ive ever had to deal with. She describes herself as "Lover of all things beauty, style, food, and a self-proclaimed pro at finding the silver lining" on the page. He was an organ donor and saved many with that one yes to being an organ donor. I can't imagine tHe strength it took to write this, but thank you. Ms.Courtney Ward, Principal . Hugs and continued prayers of comfort. So increDibly beautiful. A huge hug to you. Im ALOt older tHan you but i share with my DAUGHTER who is your age.